today

today

i binge ate like a wooly mammoth. i feel like an elephant. i look like a dinosaur. i ate enough to satisfy the hunger needs of large, third-world country. 

today

was horrible.

i worked out for about fifteen minutes. it was such a half-ass attempt, i don’t even want to say that i actually worked out. i ate eggs with cheese, waffles, a goat cheese and vegetable sandwich, pretzels, pineapple, grapes, nutella, peanut butter, peanut butter sandwich crackers, chocolate, cashews, bread, asparagus, a chocolate cupcake with buttercream frosting, tomato, egg salad, pita chips, and i’m sure there’s more. 

classic binge. i couldn’t stop. 

this is what i do. i starve and then i binge. i’m scared because i’ve been binging a lot lately. i’ve gained pounds, and i feel heavier. 

i’m hoping for a light week.